The greatest discovery of my generation is that man can alter his life simply by altering his attitude of mind.

Chapter 9 - Jack


Jack, Jack, Jack. He's always on my mind. Why can't i just face the fact that he has forgotten me? forgotten our love? I must really move on; but I can't. It just doesn't work as easy as others think. My heart won't stop beating for him and my mind won't stop thinking about him. His charming, cute look and his sweet heart. His smile makes my world halt to a full stop and his laugh, that beautiful hymn, it just makes me grin. Whenever I see him, I feel like in heaven. Once we talk, its like were the only two people there. I just flush whenever he's in front. I can't help but stare at him. I don't know if I'm insane or just plain obsessed. He was and is a part of my life. I just can't let him go; but I have to. Right? No person can bear to sacrifice so much and yet accept so little. Except me. There is still this gut feeling that maybe just maybe, Jack would come back. That we would be together again. After all, every man needs their space right? Maybe after a month or so, he would realize that we were meant to be. That our relationship can still last. I'm hoping for the better. But what if his mind didn't work that way? What if he really did just throw what we had all the way to garbage. I guess it just depends on fate. It just depends on destiny, our destiny.